I am lost,
trapped in a
body
whose mind
is still free although I am in a cage.
To you I am
probably just a person to laugh at,
point at,
and make fun of,
someone in a
orange jumpsuit and handcuffs in the back of a police sheriff�s
van.
To me I am a
precious soul.
I am
delicate,
with a
heart, a spirit, and feelings.
Nico
I�m a young
African American male from southwest Rochester, New York who has
been through terrible things in my life. Lots of murders
happened in my only eighteen years. My friend was killed in
front of my face when I was fourteen, and I was shot in the leg
and shocked by the scene. I never can stop thinking about that
day,
April 11, 2007.
I hate the life I have lived after that day because my life was
almost taken, and I think about that everyday. My mother had to
raise me all alone for all of my life. My father was shot and
murdered when I was young, and that, plus what happened to me,
scarred my mother forever. I made mistakes I know, and now I am
trying to do something about it. I dropped out of school, and I
am pushing to get a GED. I want to look forward to going to
college. I want to believe I can go to college. I want an
education. I want to work to help my mother with the bills.
Give me a
chance!
Please give
me a chance.
Please let
me not have my mother, family, and close friends worry about me
everyday. I tell my girlfriend and my mother I�ll be okay, but I
wake up in the middle of the night mostly every night and try to
read myself back to sleep.
How long
will this go on here?
I ask myself
this in my head.
Please give
me a chance to do more things.
Kashbi
When I was
sentenced, to be completely honest, I wasn�t expecting to
accomplish anything in jail. Come on jail, jail where all the
bad people live, where time stops and everything is lost. Can
you blame me for giving up hope. This mural was a second chance
in all that was forgotten, like dreams, goals, disappointments
to all those we all dishonored. We made mistakes. We are human.
The mural has been a bridge between our community and the civil
war going on in our minds.
I
am tired
of fighting
my dreams.
I want you
to look at this mural and know I want my dreams. I want my
purpose on earth. This is what I want you to grab.
Tarquin
I learned so
much working on the Timeline. I learned about things I never
knew about or knew how they came to be. These are clear to me
now.
I thank you
for putting this together so we could work as a group and learn
things.
I learned
where my family and culture came from working with this group of
young men.
Trevor