I want to write to turn insanity into clarity,
write to a convict on death row
and have tears roll off his cheeks.
I want my words to reach the inner
chambers of a frozen heart and let it thaw.
I want to write to a woman who has seen it all
and had enough hardships and turn them into soft
voyages.
If I could, I would write to life and
let it know
it's playing a novice while it's a pro
in a game only itself knows.
I wish I could write to who I was four
years ago
to say: take it slowly, cuz if not...well you
already know.
I want to write words to express
all of the stress you gain from such a test
of having your freedom taken away
by no other than yourself.
I want to write for help but I'm scared of
the one who will send it.
I want to write to a young mother
to let her see how much harder I made her
stay here,
but still she WILL reap the benefits
you can only gain from having kids.
I just want to write until carpal tunnel takes
over my wrist...and hard,
and I'll either become left handed or the
loudest man
to say what I have to say
because the world is my stand.
I want to write...
What I Have to Say
By Rodney
I apologize,
I apologize
for leaving my loved ones behind.
I am a young Black man who has been in the system
too long.
I was searching.
I was searching.
I was searching for freedom,
but I never found where it was at.
It was lost.
Will I find it?
Somebody has to hear my story.
The New York
State Literary Center (NYSLC) is a Rochester,
New York based arts organization that serves
adolescents at the highest risk for educational
failure in schools, residential placement, long
term suspension, juvenile justice facilities,
and jails through interdisciplinary,
collaborative arts projects that improve basic
literacy skills, inject a sense of community
belonging, give young people power over the
narrative of their lives, enable young people to
reach out with strong, clear voices on personal
and social identity and articulate a compelling
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